a couple of days ago my one year anniversary of arriving in los angeles happened, and as it sank in i felt an incredible sense of tiredness from undergoing a year of the Biggest Fucking Emotional Grinder Ever (tm) and coming through the other side. relocating and adjusting to the west coast, finding a job, settling into a living quarter, rethinking art, and through it all trying to mend all the baggage from the past so that i could be in a functional relationship with someone else - it was an enormous undertaking and i still feel a little shellshocked from the inside out.
i hope the rest of life isn't like this, or, if it is, that i will be able to bear it better, and it will seem like the background instead of the foreground of my days.
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- carola rola
- I unofficially take photographs and charm people for a living. Officially, I received a B.F.A. from Cornell University, and am now on the West Coast making websites, planting gardens, and damning the man. Be my friend at carol[dot]why[dot]zou[at]gmail[dot]com.
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